Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Hearts don't break in half, they break into tiny pieces that can never be put back
together.

Sunday, March 14, 2010
















Friday, March 5, 2010

babyfat!!



Sunday, December 27, 2009

What ever you asked for I had gotted it for you.
I was there every step of the way I defended you and everything.
You knew I loved you and yet you wanted to only use me.
I guess thats what happens when you fall in love with the wrong one.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know I could never be any happier. But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. good night.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

I miss Abby and Sarny..... <3>hope to meet them after my exam..

Monday, August 3, 2009

yes, its you.

I want to end this NOW..
You cannot stop lying.
I fucking hate you.
I will never regret...
Its over.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Ed Westwick (CHUCK BASS) <3



Saturday, July 11, 2009

Su's Birthday @ Decanter

























Sunday, June 21, 2009

Monday, June 8, 2009

I NEED YOU.

Baby,baby,
I swear to you,
Baby,baby,
I'm here for you,

I don't know why,
why i did those things to you,
what went through my mind,
And i don't know why,
why i broke your heart in two,
guess that i was blind,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
just one more time,baby...

And i swear,
I'll be there,
anytime you want me to,
I'll be true,
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
cause i need you,

Guess i've been a fool,
Now i can see the price to pay,
I can't run and hide,
Cause i'm loosing you,
and my chances slipped away,
with each time i lied,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
One more time,
oh yeah

And i swear,(and i swear)
I'll be there,(i'll be there)
anytime you want me to,
yeah,
I'll be true(i'll be true)
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
cause i need you,

Baby,
Living without you,
will tear me apart,
When i know how it could have been,
But i don't care what it leads to,
let's make a new start,
and give love a chance to win,
cause,baby i swear,

Baby,baby,
I swear to you,
anytime you want me to,
Yes i swear,
Baby, baby,
I'm here for you,
don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you, (i need you)

And i swear,
I'll be there,
anytime you want me to,
yeah,
I'll be true,
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you, (cause i need you)

And i swear,(you know i'll be)
I'll be there,(i will be there)
(i swear) I'll be true,(i will be true)
Don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you,
Yes baby i need you.......

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

My Baby Boy.


Saturday, May 16, 2009

I just want to end this.
enough is enough.
everything is my fault.
alright.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

I hide to cry

I hide to cry
because my weakness brings my tears
and I have no one to hold me close
no one here who loves me

and no one really cares anyway

I hide to cry
because I embarrass the moon
and she is my only friend
but she's too far away to hold my hand

and it really doesn't matter anyway

Sunday, May 10, 2009

AGRH!!

Fucking food poisoning!!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

you are right.

I concerned about how others see me.
I live for people, but not myself.
I don't like lose to anyone.
I want no one dislikes me.
I have strong demand for myself.
I seek for perfection.

I don't like people criticize on me,
even I know I make mistakes.
I willing to listen to them, I take their words,
but I would not make any changes.

I avoid from knowing others tell me what I should do,
I do rather figure it out by myself.
I hate the feeling when others already know,
and they tell me I should follow in their way.

I don't listen to what people say.
I even disobey my parents' words.
I would use my excuse,
I am the youngest.

And this sounds really wrong,
I actually realize it..
Just I could not go as far as I could,
I can't step out from my comfort zone.

No one and nothing can motivate me,
I am the only one can motivate myself.

I SHOULD START LEARNING ALL OVER AGAIN.
Its just me being CHILDISH.

EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT.

You all can blame me if u all want because the minute i decided to DIU CHAO with you means i will DIU CHAO with your friends too. Whatever is it YOU WIN alright!

(NOT INCLUDED SU,ABBY AND SARNY)

BUT OTHERS DEFINATELY.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

your choice.

now you are single.
you can go for her.
i don't give 2 fucks anymore!
life is yours.
hope you don't regret being me.
you decided this time.
you never thought how i feel.
cause you always think i don't care how you feel.
so its really gonna end now.
hope you are happy for what you did.
not even a single word sorry.
you even thought you are right flirting around.
i bet its not the first time.
i know last time you forgive me , but it doesn't mean i will forgive you this time.
whatever you say now i won't trust you already.
like how you don't trust me.
that dirty girl will leave her for you.
trust me.
its just a matter of time.
its over..

'Cessmandy <3

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Drinking @ TTDI plaza








this cup was the joke of the night. i wonder why? ;) haha

















SU and Me



Me , CK , Big Ken and Small Ken



Pao yu , CK , Big Ken and Small Ken


yup.. same ppl.


CK and Big Ken






smile. :)


Small Ken



=p






Pao yu and Me





haha













yay!






Cheers!
 
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