'Cessmandy JenYee-

2010-06-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

Hearts don't break in half, they break into tiny pieces that can never be put back
together.

2010-03-14T04:17:00.004+08:00

babyfat!!

2010-03-05T20:41:00.002+08:00

2009-12-27T05:29:00.001+08:00

What ever you asked for I had gotted it for you.
I was there every step of the way I defended you and everything.
You knew I loved you and yet you wanted to only use me.
I guess thats what happens when you fall in love with the wrong one.

2009-12-26T05:19:00.001+08:00

wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know I could never be any happier. But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. good night.

2009-12-02T00:39:00.002+08:00

I miss Abby and Sarny..... <3>hope to meet them after my exam..

yes, its you.

2009-08-03T03:44:00.002+08:00

I want to end this NOW..

You cannot stop lying.

I fucking hate you.

I will never regret...

Its over.

Ed Westwick (CHUCK BASS) <3

2009-07-30T05:34:00.007+08:00

Su's Birthday @ Decanter

2009-07-11T03:42:00.006+08:00

2009-06-21T11:00:00.002+08:00

I NEED YOU.

2009-06-08T20:21:00.003+08:00

Baby,baby,
I swear to you,
Baby,baby,
I'm here for you,

I don't know why,
why i did those things to you,
what went through my mind,
And i don't know why,
why i broke your heart in two,
guess that i was blind,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
just one more time,baby...

And i swear,
I'll be there,
anytime you want me to,
I'll be true,
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
cause i need you,

Guess i've been a fool,
Now i can see the price to pay,
I can't run and hide,
Cause i'm loosing you,
and my chances slipped away,
with each time i lied,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
One more time,
oh yeah

And i swear,(and i swear)
I'll be there,(i'll be there)
anytime you want me to,
yeah,
I'll be true(i'll be true)
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
cause i need you,

Baby,
Living without you,
will tear me apart,
When i know how it could have been,
But i don't care what it leads to,
let's make a new start,
and give love a chance to win,
cause,baby i swear,

Baby,baby,
I swear to you,
anytime you want me to,
Yes i swear,
Baby, baby,
I'm here for you,
don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you, (i need you)

And i swear,
I'll be there,
anytime you want me to,
yeah,
I'll be true,
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you, (cause i need you)

And i swear,(you know i'll be)
I'll be there,(i will be there)
(i swear) I'll be true,(i will be true)
Don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you,
Yes baby i need you.......

My Baby Boy.

2009-06-02T21:03:00.001+08:00

2009-05-16T12:12:00.002+08:00

I just want to end this.
enough is enough.
everything is my fault.
alright.

I hide to cry

2009-05-14T08:44:00.000+08:00

I hide to cry
because my weakness brings my tears
and I have no one to hold me close
no one here who loves me

and no one really cares anyway

I hide to cry
because I embarrass the moon
and she is my only friend
but she's too far away to hold my hand

and it really doesn't matter anyway

AGRH!!

2009-05-10T06:33:00.001+08:00

Fucking food poisoning!!

you are right.

2009-05-09T22:10:00.001+08:00

I concerned about how others see me.
I live for people, but not myself.
I don't like lose to anyone.
I want no one dislikes me.
I have strong demand for myself.
I seek for perfection.

I don't like people criticize on me,
even I know I make mistakes.
I willing to listen to them, I take their words,
but I would not make any changes.

I avoid from knowing others tell me what I should do,
I do rather figure it out by myself.
I hate the feeling when others already know,
and they tell me I should follow in their way.

I don't listen to what people say.
I even disobey my parents' words.
I would use my excuse,
I am the youngest.

And this sounds really wrong,
I actually realize it..
Just I could not go as far as I could,
I can't step out from my comfort zone.

No one and nothing can motivate me,
I am the only one can motivate myself.

I SHOULD START LEARNING ALL OVER AGAIN.

2009-05-09T19:15:00.000+08:00

Its just me being CHILDISH.

EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT.

2009-05-09T06:52:00.002+08:00

You all can blame me if u all want because the minute i decided to DIU CHAO with you means i will DIU CHAO with your friends too. Whatever is it YOU WIN alright!

(NOT INCLUDED SU,ABBY AND SARNY)

BUT OTHERS DEFINATELY.

your choice.

2009-05-05T14:28:00.004+08:00

now you are single.
you can go for her.
i don't give 2 fucks anymore!
life is yours.
hope you don't regret being me.
you decided this time.
you never thought how i feel.
cause you always think i don't care how you feel.
so its really gonna end now.
hope you are happy for what you did.
not even a single word sorry.
you even thought you are right flirting around.
i bet its not the first time.
i know last time you forgive me , but it doesn't mean i will forgive you this time.
whatever you say now i won't trust you already.
like how you don't trust me.
that dirty girl will leave her for you.
trust me.
its just a matter of time.
its over..

'Cessmandy <3

Drinking @ TTDI plaza

2009-04-30T03:24:00.013+08:00

this cup was the joke of the night. i wonder why? ;) haha

SU and Me

Me , CK , Big Ken and Small Ken

Pao yu , CK , Big Ken and Small Ken

yup.. same ppl.

CK and Big Ken

smile. :)

Small Ken

Pao yu and Me

haha

yay!

Cheers!

early morning.

2009-04-21T09:36:00.004+08:00

I haven't been going to class for like two weeks. Today i went to class and the minute i entered , there were only three students but my lecturer are still teaching. I seriously felt so bad for her. lol. but is her job anyways. After all i'm not the only one not going to class :) .. CK and JIAJIA you all better go to class!! today i went. so i get credit for that.. ha ha. :p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY.
i promise i will be a good girl. love you always. mwahx. <3

if you just realise.

2009-04-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

I can’t understand how some friends could do this. They say we’re all family together, but they’re not living up to it. Everyone can say we’re family, only true friends will actually take you as one.

Real family doesn’t forget, doesn’t leave you out, doesn’t take something like a joke when it’s not. They say we’re family but I really wonder if they could say the same sober. Things like these are something friends would care and they couldn’t as ‘family’?

Real family doesn’t give excuses. If you forget you admit, you apologise, you don’t cover, you don’t laugh away acting like it’s no big deal as though I’m not upset one bit. If you say we’re family, I could rush all the way back for nothing but you guys couldn’t just make a call?

Real family isn’t just said, it has to be done. If friends could care, family should care more, but do you?

thank you for everything.

2009-04-19T04:43:00.006+08:00

THANKS FOR...

1. loving me
2. taking care of me
3. being there for me
4. scolding me
5. telling me who i am
6. doing everything i call u to do
7. the ring
8. the hugs
9. the kisses
10. breaking all my promises
11. trying to change me
12. crying for me
13. appreciating me
14. boiy boiy
15. sleeping in the cupboard
16. not trusting me
17. not getting enough sleep always
18. letting me release my anger on you
19. the letter you wrote on my notebook
20. your hair cut
21. respecting me
22. jealousy
23. 1 year and 6 months of happiness
24. telling me what is 'love'
25. keeping secrets
26. trying to understand my baby language
27. correcting me
28. reading this
29. leaving me
30. the memories.

<3 REALISE

.

2009-03-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

I don't know why i'm not happy.
I thought i am suppose to be happy.
why?

cEss<3

Last Party In Bristol

2008-12-22T14:20:00.005+08:00

i will upload more pictures later..

2008-12-18T08:15:00.000+08:00

4 MORE DAYS TO GO... home sweet home. mwahx

2008-12-13T02:09:00.001+08:00

I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been

Baby 'cause it's over

random

2008-12-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

I woke up it was seven
Waited till eleven
Just to figure out that no one would call.
I think I got a lot of friends
But I dont hear from them.
Whats another night all alone?
When your spending every day on your own
And here it goes ..

BATH.

2008-12-03T05:20:00.006+08:00

DESIGNED BY MANDY WONG.

2008-10-28T12:05:00.003+08:00

My performance assestment. <3

A'pin's birthday 25th october..

2008-10-27T10:29:00.007+08:00

*MOS*

Pinpin's* (LIM SOON WAI) Birthday.

ALL the camera sucks so this

pictures are so blur. but its okay larr.. better than nothing. :)

We have the birthday boy..

Everyone are practicaly posing in the smoking room.

yay!

This is suppose to be the brothers picture. I'm wondering what is Pao Yu doing inside the picture.

ha ha.

END*

Set Lian's birthday @ Friendster Cafe

2008-10-21T21:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Birthday girl

Pao yu

Su.

Desert.

Dd* (Lan Dou)

yeap. its me. :)

Su & me.

2008-10-19T13:25:00.002+08:00

DECANTER

yerterday night when decanter with su, dd*, pao yu n UNCLE bernard.

bump into kelvin tan n my BIG little pet bro there.

had fun playing cards n dice. LOL

pao yu n dd was freaking lucky cause they didn't get to drink while playing the card games.

su's face was freaking red like a tomato.

head to bestari to yam cha.

sarny, abby, gio n anthony came over to yam cha with us.

then after tat head down to one class snooker to meet dave there. XD

lepak lepak for awhile then headed home to sleep :)

hope we'll get to drink tonight again XD

2008-10-16T00:12:00.003+08:00

tonight will be the night tat i will fall for you over again

don't make me change my mind

or i won't live to see another day

i swear its true

because a girl like you's impossible to find

you're impossible to find.

Happy Birthday Melvin!!

2008-09-22T03:56:00.008+08:00

I bought this Cheese cake for Melvin.

Yeah, this is Melvin.

Oh My God! Su you look darn scary la.

So yeah , it is Melvin's birthday. Actually i never thought of buying anything for Melvin . But just now after i had dinner with my mom and pao yu in kota, my mom wants to go to the bakery to get marble cake so i suddenly thought of buying something for Melvin cause his birthday is today . oh! i even bought coconut jelly for Su. It is really her favourite . lol.

Yeap! Later on we all meet up in Arena Amcorp Mall since Dd* wants to practice his pool because he has joined his pool tournament in his college. I bet he will win the tournament la. He is rweally good. ha ha.

After Abby, Gio , Pao Yu and me left Arena we all went yamcha at Aman Suria Kayu.

Anyways , thats it. nights!

2008-09-21T18:28:00.003+08:00

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Another Day AT Work :)

2008-09-21T13:52:00.003+08:00

Yesterday everyone was working together cause it was a real busy day.

We manage to snap some stupid pictures. ha ha. It started cause of a stupid watermelon.

That paoyu started it by putting the watermelon skin on her head n greet our coustomers.

After that everyone started camhoring with watermelon skin.

Tho yerterday was a really long shift, but it feels like it ended damn quickly.

Oh yeah, i eat alone during my break time in old asia :( cause no one was in ou.

The Other Boleyn Girl

2008-09-20T04:24:00.003+08:00

This is a pretty nice movie , i watch it today after work in juiceworks with ck , mei zhi and pao yu. The starting of the movie was really bored so i was kinda regret watching it. But through out the movie was getting more interesting. So yeah , you all should watch it.

The story is about a sumptuous and sensual tale of intrigue, romance and betrayal set against the backdrop of a defining moment in European history, The Other Boleyn Girl tells the story of two beautiful sisters, Anne (Natalie Portman) and Mary (Scarlett Johansson) Boleyn, who driven by their family's blind ambition, compete for the love of the handsome and passionate King Henry VIII (Eric Bana). While both women eventually share the king's bed, only one will ascend to the throne for a brief and turbulent reign that ends tragically with a swing of the executioner's sword.

I hate Anne in this movie , is one of the two sisters in the movie. She is rweally being a bitch.

anyways gotta get some sleep is already four something in the morning. tata.

Mini Cooper 1.6 'S'

2008-09-18T11:41:00.005+08:00

This car is rweally nice. i love this car!! <3<3

Anyways, my friend is actually selling this car. i'm helpng him to promote it. :)

features of the car:

- cabriojet

-xenon light

- fully leather seats

-DVD player

-ABS

-2 air bags

-showroom condition

if anyone is interrested, please let me know. XD

2008-09-11T01:48:00.000+08:00

hey people. i haven't been blogging since ages. been really busy. no time for anything, have to study n work. currently working at juiceworks with jia wen, ck, mei zi and pao yu. i feel damn sad. i haven't been seeing su for one week plus :( wonder how is she doing. anyways, gtg now, got to continue doing my assigment. XoXo <3

volkswagen-beetle

2008-08-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

wahahahha. i've finally own this car. my mummy finally got it for me XD

weee. i'm so happyy.

lol. just kidding. this actually my dream car. but i haven't own it yet-__- yeah i know i was being lame. anyways, i'll get this car in 5 years time or maybe something better :) geeee. but i love this car soo soooo much. i'm so gonna bug daddy(cosmo) to get it for me. hehehe

StresSsss!!

2008-08-20T14:35:00.000+08:00

MY MID TERM IS NEXT WEEK . ARGH. :) mwahx<3>

2008-08-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

currently in starbucks now again with me , abby n pao yu.
today is a boring dayy. abby is blogging bout Kat von d, i'm doin my assignment n pao is playing solitaire.
geeee. where's everyone ? life is so boring now. i wish it can be like old times. when we use to have all sorta fun plans n all. but everything is diff now. hope those days will come again.
must go clubbing soon .
the next plan we have is kevin's wedding . lalalala
now gotta go back cause pao has to teach my mum how to sing chinese song. hahaha .

Starbucks AgaiNNNNN....

2008-07-20T15:21:00.000+08:00

Boring day , thank god ah lian is here with me..
starbucks again...
no where to go and thats is damn sad.
Chun hong as usual playing MAHJONG at OSC and he ditch us here.. argh!!

:)

Starbucks.

2008-07-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

Recently im always in starbucks alone surfing the internet because pao yu went back melaka(damn sad right-.-) and my mom bought me a new laptop thats why im also desperate to go online cause i dont even have internet at home. he he:) There are nothing else for me to do because Abby , Su and Sarny probably will be still sleep or there have something to do.haih. Now im also in starbucks with my elders sister and we both feel like we have no life like that because we r at starbucks on a saturday night. sad-nya. :(

SLUT.. ! !

2008-05-07T16:05:00.001+08:00

hey people. pao yu here by the way. i'm back in peejay. :) and yeah, now i'm freaking stuck in starbucks with the stupid SLUT (mandy) -___- ! ! she drag me here. and luckily my little abby came here and save me :) ladiidaaa. have a very great dinner yesterday with everyone. oh, an i miss yau suen:(

anyways, gtg now. the stupid SLUT wanna play with her facebook. pfts. mwaxz <3 XoXo

seven more hours!!

2008-05-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

so fast I'm going to Bangkok later.... I'm gonna miss you.......... love you . mwahx

Going to Bangkok tomorrow.

2008-04-30T17:02:00.000+08:00

As usual today i woke up at 7am in the morning and get ready to go for class. Reach dj around 8.15am and have breakfast at jelutong. Half way eating i suddenly saw Abby's car on the opposite side of the road, I'm surprise i saw her going to college. ha ha. usually she will be sleeping at this hour. So yeah, class is good today cause i finally started talking to the students. So, can u imagine the pass two days i didn't talk in class and i can feel my breath stinks at that time. However, i started talking today and i get to know two new friends from china. I seriously took a hard time talking to them cause i cant speak Chinese and i can hardly even understand what they say. Jesus!!

Tomorrow is labour day and I'm going to Bangkok tomorrow, my flight is at 10am but i have to reach the airport at 7am and i haven't even pack yet. i feel damn lazy to pack and i don't even feel excited going to Bangkok cause my mom force me to go to Bangkok. This is my so called family trip. argh. damn sad. haih .

start a new life

2008-04-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

I just finish high school. Going into college on July 7 at kdu. I hope i will not repeat my mistakes in high school and concentrate on my studies in college. :) I started blogging is to kill time at home and not going out until someone comes back and i wonder when? god knows! hope u come back soon. I miss u badly. love you. mwahx .